Loser- a word I dare not allow myself to identify with. But inevitably, here I am a loser as things at work were not good. It is embarrassing because I have given a strong introduction of myself and now my quizzes revokes the impression.
I have been acquainted to this feeling long before in my previous call center jobs. I would ace speaking English-accent, intonation, grammar and all that, but my quizzes on product knowledge reveals I do not understand much. I ask myself, have I not dedicated myself enough or was I just plain stupid hastening to end the written assessment. I passed, but I did not get a perfect score. The people who got a perfect score were the ones I doubted who'll ever make it. Rude awakening for me.
My saving grace: My trainer mentioned to me that his valedictorians were not the ones who excel on the floor. I lit up suddenly, a sign of hope. I know I speak better than anyone else in class, express myself better and sell a lot better, comprehend better. I will graduate Cum Laude! they can mother fucking expect that blowing up in out their regional tongue and faces. And I promise myself not to commit the same mistakes again in my quizzes.
I should have read the questions clearly. I had mistaken 5 digit for a 50 so I converted the money from 50 dollars to 50 south korean won instead of 5 to 5 and one question was asking for a the hotel name and address and I had only provided a name for an answer. Bummer. But we will see in the assessment. I will surface as the best yet and still. By the way, I was not so smart playing the games earlier. I felt and look the fool so I was trying my best to look so out of it. I was not too convincing I guess. My only consolation was two of my classmates believes I am an asset to the company. I thought so too after all.
I have been acquainted to this feeling long before in my previous call center jobs. I would ace speaking English-accent, intonation, grammar and all that, but my quizzes on product knowledge reveals I do not understand much. I ask myself, have I not dedicated myself enough or was I just plain stupid hastening to end the written assessment. I passed, but I did not get a perfect score. The people who got a perfect score were the ones I doubted who'll ever make it. Rude awakening for me.
My saving grace: My trainer mentioned to me that his valedictorians were not the ones who excel on the floor. I lit up suddenly, a sign of hope. I know I speak better than anyone else in class, express myself better and sell a lot better, comprehend better. I will graduate Cum Laude! they can mother fucking expect that blowing up in out their regional tongue and faces. And I promise myself not to commit the same mistakes again in my quizzes.
I should have read the questions clearly. I had mistaken 5 digit for a 50 so I converted the money from 50 dollars to 50 south korean won instead of 5 to 5 and one question was asking for a the hotel name and address and I had only provided a name for an answer. Bummer. But we will see in the assessment. I will surface as the best yet and still. By the way, I was not so smart playing the games earlier. I felt and look the fool so I was trying my best to look so out of it. I was not too convincing I guess. My only consolation was two of my classmates believes I am an asset to the company. I thought so too after all.
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